RAYA??

uit,, salamz !! raya? ermm... nk tnye lah kat kowg sume nie.. bpe rmai yg tahu mkne rye 2? haha.. ape kebende nye lah soaln aq nie kn?? hmmm! rya bg aku? aq nk shre kat kowg sume abt 3x rye b4 smpai ke rye thun nie.. rye2 aq b4 nie mmg berMAKNE dan sgt berMAKNA.. kluarge aq?? cmplete ! sume nye ade... tp,,, slpas 2? aq khilngn.. khilngan abg frst aq ! ape prasaan kowg if... grndprentz kdue2 blah phak kowg still ade ag,, tp, abg kowg iaitu sblings kowg yg da g dlu? dan ape prasaan kowg ag... if... kowg xnah pown berBAEX dgn dye.. n ble kowg blaja kat prantauan dan blek dgn psang niat tok jmpe dye... dye xde??? n ape prasaan kowg... if... kowg dpt cll terpapar kat skrin dgn nme "along" tp,, kowg xangkat cll 2 cz mnci dgn dye?? sdg kn owg laen yg m'guna kn fn 2 tok kata kn yg dye da xder?? ape prasaan kowg ble kowg bia kn fn 2 berDERING smpay owg laen yg angkt n kowg leyh gelak tawe ag ble dpt brte 2 n blh xcye akn pmergian dye?? ape prasaan kowg ble owg sbuk2 bce yassin tok arwah sdg kn kowg xwat pape pown.. nanges?? jaoh skali.. ape prasaan kowg?? yea ! aq mngakui 2 sume ksilapan yg nah aq lakukn akbt dr mnci nye sowg abg tnpe mlihat kbaekn yg tlh dye wat tok aq.. huhuhu.. mmg slap aq ! "along... maaf... ain bkn adex yg terBAEx ! " taw x?? aq mule mnyesal apabile mlihat mayat yg terBUJUR d hadapan aq keesokkan nye adlh dye.. owhh,, ya Allah !!! ape yg tlh aq lakukn ?? nape aq terLALU teruk?? hnest ! tyme nie aq sgt2 down ! nk berDIRI seolah2 xder kaki.. urrggghh ! along !!!!!!!!! tp,, aq taw.. dye da xdgr pape... dye xdgr jeritan aq.. so,, pas 2 rye2 dgn family sume nye sunyi tnpe dye.. dye yg slalu nye mncriakan.. yg slalu mnghabiskn juadah ari raya ! haha.. miss thtz mment ! sgt2 !! tp,,,  mment 2 xkn berULANG ag... xpe.. owg kata... pngalamn 2 pnting supaya ktew xkn mngulangi ksilapan lame.. btul?? aq sdar.. 2 ksilapan aq.. cz dlu... aq sgt teruk ! tp,, slpas pmergian dye... skit2 aq mule berUBAH... ubah tok mnjadi sowg pompuan... kkuatan yg aq perlukn.. yea ! rye thun nie?? msih kah adakah sinar kgembiraan tok aku?? tok ke arah 2.. cm yg aq nah kata kat entry aq b4 nie.. pndang lah sluas mne tok mncapai ape yg aq nk .. ssgghnye,,, aq akn dpt kkuatan 2 if aku pndng scre kdepan dan mluas.. yes, kuat ! u gt it? (: pape pown... aq nk amex kesempatan kat snie tok ucap kn..